just finished compiling the list of birthdays of my whole cohort. HAhas. birthday rep. and i must say few people believe theres really a rep position of BIRTHDAY in my class. c'mon i'm not lying k. i m into welfare. hahaha! :)

oo..and my neighbours finally shifted in this afternoon. a middle age couple..the husband's a foreigner n wife's a chi. haha friendly peeps. heard fr my mum tt the auntie works in some healthcare sector. haha!! cool man. finally all the 3 units on my side r occupied. :)

caught up with reg this evening. to town and walked ard. hahas! it's such a nice nua-ed evening. the streets were walkable and not much of a crowd. we like tt. just talked and talked..and talked. hahas. long time nv get to catch up with this woman already. glad i was able to make some time out today!

of cos..we will nv fail to talk abt anything under the sun. hahas. but interestingly, we brought up some noticeable trends tt we both observed on our own and had some mini discussion.

well..not new. abt many pppl of our age getting into relationships..out again..in again..and stuff of these.

we were just wondering..is there really..LOVE in all these fragile relationships tt many of our peers r holding? or is it sometimes..pure lust? hmm..of cos we cant really come to a conclusion. but one thing we know..it all starts out with man wanting to fill up the lonliness in their hearts with something..or rather..someone.

and of cos, it's speaks volume of how many ppl ard us r jus together suddenly..or they have found themselves a partner THAT fast. wow. both me and reg were pretty amazed u know. hahas.

i was just commenting to reg tt telling others that u r single at 20 still is like a "WOW?!? R U SERIOUS??" affair today know. hahas. quote shera..welcome to the LOTS club..[left.on.the.shelf]. :P

yeah la. with regina..the topics will include marriage one la. she dreams of having kids and aspires to be a housewife right..woman?? hahas.

but we r really thankful for this unconditional love that both of us have found in Him..tho' we may be alone physically many times..we r nv lonely. :)

sounds cliche. but it's true to both of us at least. yups woman..i'll be ur future kids' part-time nannnny...HAHAS. hey..arent u amazed at our really funny friendship? hahas. as i was on the train jus now..i cant help but really thank God for this amazing friend tt i hav found in a..really weird manner? hahas. like what u say..we werent even really aware of each others presence in cedar..until somewhere in sec 4 where we dreamt to be SAjc girls tog. hehs. u hav ur reasons of wanting to be in a missionary sch at least once in ur lifetime..and for me...my agenda was to 'seek' more answers in christian faith i guess.. n i tot SA wld be a perfect environment to do so..i mean of cos 'you-know-what' plays a major role den. but i m thoroughly amazed at how God brought me thru this journey of finding more abt Him..and eventually accepting Him into my life as i look back! really..it cant be coincidence tt i chose AJ instead..n woman u came along too. HAHA. aj is such an IMPOSSIBLE place to discover more abt God, i tot den. but i was proven wrong..well.. so wrong. :)

God has his perfect timing. this i know so fully well.. as someone who din know him in those days..i fit the description fully of someone who 'knows about God and not knowing God' perfectly.. i embrace this personal relationship i hav with Him..cos it din come easy. n many times..i do remind myself of this whenever i m upset or disappointed in Him. But He is always there to gently remind me of my identity in Him. tho' i wld say i'm stilll so imperfect now..He nv sees me as someone incapable of changes for the better..by His grace of cos.

thanks for everything Lord. u've made everything so much clearer n possible. :)