today is such a wayang day. hahas. ask deb. she knows what happened.
i believe no one will ever tread on chua family's toes again. hahahas. haiyooo.
want to know the story. ask me. it was sooooooooo wayang until it sapped all my energy. heh.
but certainly, i thought it was a gd experience. for my sis and me. (:
anyway, i really really enjoyed the choir prac ytd. learnt a lot, sang a lot.
hmm, the stressors of school are kicking in bit by bit. we are all feeling it already. library's like a warzone, so much so i detest going in there now. hahah. except for some blowing of air con. heh.
alrights! sleep go sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Sunday, July 23, 2006
miaozhi darl is going for membership class!
and cindy too! :) so happy for her, really. :)
a week of happenings: first week back at school, FYP grp known, decided to go for choir aud and et cetera et cetera et cetera.
to you: great seeing u today. :) stay strong, stay firm, stay courageous for Him. rem, i ll giv u a ride, no matter how many donkey yrs later i take to pass driving if i ever go for it? hahahas!
glad to share my life with u! u r a strong girl. u shall not be defeated.
O. jus remembered a cedar cheer song, that i always enjoyed cheering with my class during jogging sessions in sch last time. dedicated to u! ;)
We are from Cedar, we shall not be moved.
We are from Cedar, we shall not be moved.
Like the trees that are planted by the water side.
We shall not be moved!
as i changed the lyrics:
You are the child of God, you shall not be moved.
You are the child of God, you shall not be moved.
Like the trees that are planted by the water side..
You shall not be moved!
Can call me to sing the cheer for u! hahahas! You will stay strong, stay firm, stay resilient! looking forward to the completion of the race with you.
jiayou woman! jiayou.
and cindy too! :) so happy for her, really. :)
a week of happenings: first week back at school, FYP grp known, decided to go for choir aud and et cetera et cetera et cetera.
to you: great seeing u today. :) stay strong, stay firm, stay courageous for Him. rem, i ll giv u a ride, no matter how many donkey yrs later i take to pass driving if i ever go for it? hahahas!
glad to share my life with u! u r a strong girl. u shall not be defeated.
O. jus remembered a cedar cheer song, that i always enjoyed cheering with my class during jogging sessions in sch last time. dedicated to u! ;)
We are from Cedar, we shall not be moved.
We are from Cedar, we shall not be moved.
Like the trees that are planted by the water side.
We shall not be moved!
as i changed the lyrics:
You are the child of God, you shall not be moved.
You are the child of God, you shall not be moved.
Like the trees that are planted by the water side..
You shall not be moved!
Can call me to sing the cheer for u! hahahas! You will stay strong, stay firm, stay resilient! looking forward to the completion of the race with you.
jiayou woman! jiayou.
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Friday, July 21, 2006
back to tutor the 3 boys after so long. was expecting a long night, but it turned out that the boys always manage to make my day somehow.
cynthia, the new volunteer who is partnering with me in the tutoring of the 3 boys, made me realise that ernest actually doesnt know his alphabets. and he is already in sec 1 NT.
and arthur told me that actually all along, C, D, E and T sounds the same to him.
so spend the last half hr doing some lip reading. tried the "air" method also by talking to arthur's back of hand to help him get a feel of how the alphabets should be pronounced.
arthur is getting more conscious of himself. he really wants to pronounce each and every single word correctly. probably he is in a hearing environment now, and he is feeling the pressure to speak correctly. and perhaps even interactions with girls as well.
boys his age. tsk.
arthur is considered the lucky one already. the other 2's hearing cant be compared to his, and hence their pronounciation pales in comparison too.
nevertheless, i pray that they will thrive in this hearing environment and fend for themselves. really.
cynthia, the new volunteer who is partnering with me in the tutoring of the 3 boys, made me realise that ernest actually doesnt know his alphabets. and he is already in sec 1 NT.
and arthur told me that actually all along, C, D, E and T sounds the same to him.
so spend the last half hr doing some lip reading. tried the "air" method also by talking to arthur's back of hand to help him get a feel of how the alphabets should be pronounced.
arthur is getting more conscious of himself. he really wants to pronounce each and every single word correctly. probably he is in a hearing environment now, and he is feeling the pressure to speak correctly. and perhaps even interactions with girls as well.
boys his age. tsk.
arthur is considered the lucky one already. the other 2's hearing cant be compared to his, and hence their pronounciation pales in comparison too.
nevertheless, i pray that they will thrive in this hearing environment and fend for themselves. really.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Monday, July 17, 2006
i know this is really crazy. first day of my year 3 is tmr, or rather, later.
and....
I AM NOT SLEEPING YET. i can't seem to get to sleepp. rolled and turn and finally could not stand it any longer.
i dont know is it the coke light that i drank earlier on taking effect. if it really is, it shall replace kopi in future.
talking abt that, i am trying to cut down on my caff intake. i really need to detox all this rubbish out. so, i have a tiny treatment plan for myself.
i have been adding milo and one teaspoonful of coffee powder for breakfast drink. and not pure kopi. that's step one.
but more often than not, i am tempted to drink coffee for lunch cos i really dont want to risk not being able to concentrate whilst seeing a patient!
hmmm. i m really quite determined not to allow caffeine to take over my life. i can make it without caffeine. amen. haha.
talking about not being able to sleep, i think i know the ans. its not the coke light. i know is just that my head is really full. full to the brim.
so many things in my head. my heart is connected, and is feeling the weight. not the dread-y weight? but, just cant help but feeling a little heavy.
i guess its just that sooo many things have happened, that i dunno where to start, and perhaps, even where to end.
and sometimes, i will just stare in the mirror while i am brushing my teeth and question myself about myself.
sometimes, i m really not sure who i really am. sometimes, i wonder if i am up to the mark. sometimes, i question where i am where i am now. sometimes, i m not really certain if i am really extending the purpose that He has for me for where He has placed me.
u know, sometimes it really scares me. it really grips me to know how fine the walking rope is, in walking towards Him? imagine those acrobats who does all the walking on thin ropes in the high airs. yeah. thats what i meant.
you cannot afford to be negligent. you cannot afford to lose your concentration. you cannot afford to stop, sit on the rope and whine when u feel scared or tired. no you cant, and you shouldnt.
you just walk on! and walk each step with greater faith. walk each step knowing you are for sure, one step closer to the finishing spot. you walk on knowing that you will die once you stop your momentum. and dont ever think of turning back! its crazy and ridiculus.
but its also the very me that i m crying to the Lord not too long ago. why did u put me in such a spot, literally.
why did u allow me to go thru such exhilarating walks.
why did u send me to walk on such 1mm rope.
why did u even choose me.
and i dont know if anyone, someone or everyone can tell, i am actually quite an emo person.
but i have learnt to take captivity of unworthy thoughts as i grew closer to Him for the past yrs.
i am still the old emo mx. but with more self-control as well.
and i hate the feeling of wanting to whine so LOUDLY but yet at the same time, i feel disgusted at myself for whining. hahas.
haiya.
and so I was reminded:
that You put exhilarating walks for me so to expose me. to the vulnerabilities of the environment. to the harshest of the world. and at the same time, to experience the adrenaline of really walking at the edge for You.
You made me walk on tight thin ropes to help me watch and place each and every single of my step CAREFULLY and STEADILY. a careless step, down u go.
You chose me, cos You have prepared me. You have trained me on the grounds to walk on ropes. Now, try something more exciting. challenge the ropes in air. its a privilege.
the journey with the Lord takes my breath away many times u know? literally, figuratively yada yada yada. and i feel soooooooo honoured, really, to be able to serve Him.
though my legs are shivering fr the height, i know i am not going to fall.
i am really quite determined to meet Him on the other side.
and I am ready to strike away the word "quite" quite soon.
yeah. bring it on. :)
and....
I AM NOT SLEEPING YET. i can't seem to get to sleepp. rolled and turn and finally could not stand it any longer.
i dont know is it the coke light that i drank earlier on taking effect. if it really is, it shall replace kopi in future.
talking abt that, i am trying to cut down on my caff intake. i really need to detox all this rubbish out. so, i have a tiny treatment plan for myself.
i have been adding milo and one teaspoonful of coffee powder for breakfast drink. and not pure kopi. that's step one.
but more often than not, i am tempted to drink coffee for lunch cos i really dont want to risk not being able to concentrate whilst seeing a patient!
hmmm. i m really quite determined not to allow caffeine to take over my life. i can make it without caffeine. amen. haha.
talking about not being able to sleep, i think i know the ans. its not the coke light. i know is just that my head is really full. full to the brim.
so many things in my head. my heart is connected, and is feeling the weight. not the dread-y weight? but, just cant help but feeling a little heavy.
i guess its just that sooo many things have happened, that i dunno where to start, and perhaps, even where to end.
and sometimes, i will just stare in the mirror while i am brushing my teeth and question myself about myself.
sometimes, i m really not sure who i really am. sometimes, i wonder if i am up to the mark. sometimes, i question where i am where i am now. sometimes, i m not really certain if i am really extending the purpose that He has for me for where He has placed me.
u know, sometimes it really scares me. it really grips me to know how fine the walking rope is, in walking towards Him? imagine those acrobats who does all the walking on thin ropes in the high airs. yeah. thats what i meant.
you cannot afford to be negligent. you cannot afford to lose your concentration. you cannot afford to stop, sit on the rope and whine when u feel scared or tired. no you cant, and you shouldnt.
you just walk on! and walk each step with greater faith. walk each step knowing you are for sure, one step closer to the finishing spot. you walk on knowing that you will die once you stop your momentum. and dont ever think of turning back! its crazy and ridiculus.
but its also the very me that i m crying to the Lord not too long ago. why did u put me in such a spot, literally.
why did u allow me to go thru such exhilarating walks.
why did u send me to walk on such 1mm rope.
why did u even choose me.
and i dont know if anyone, someone or everyone can tell, i am actually quite an emo person.
but i have learnt to take captivity of unworthy thoughts as i grew closer to Him for the past yrs.
i am still the old emo mx. but with more self-control as well.
and i hate the feeling of wanting to whine so LOUDLY but yet at the same time, i feel disgusted at myself for whining. hahas.
haiya.
and so I was reminded:
that You put exhilarating walks for me so to expose me. to the vulnerabilities of the environment. to the harshest of the world. and at the same time, to experience the adrenaline of really walking at the edge for You.
You made me walk on tight thin ropes to help me watch and place each and every single of my step CAREFULLY and STEADILY. a careless step, down u go.
You chose me, cos You have prepared me. You have trained me on the grounds to walk on ropes. Now, try something more exciting. challenge the ropes in air. its a privilege.
the journey with the Lord takes my breath away many times u know? literally, figuratively yada yada yada. and i feel soooooooo honoured, really, to be able to serve Him.
though my legs are shivering fr the height, i know i am not going to fall.
i am really quite determined to meet Him on the other side.
and I am ready to strike away the word "quite" quite soon.
yeah. bring it on. :)
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
shuling sent this. come home running. a father's song to a lost child.
Oh, heart of mine
Why must you stray
From one so fair
You run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame
Oh, heart of mine
Come back home
You've been too long
Out on your ownAnd
He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road
So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
And he understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are
Oh, child of God
So dearly loved
And ransomed by
The Savior's blood
And called by name daughter and son
Wrapped in the robe of righteousnes
Oh, heart of mine
Why must you stray
From one so fair
You run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame
Oh, heart of mine
Come back home
You've been too long
Out on your ownAnd
He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road
So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
And he understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are
Oh, child of God
So dearly loved
And ransomed by
The Savior's blood
And called by name daughter and son
Wrapped in the robe of righteousnes
Handwriting Analysis
What Your Writing Reveals About You
Mx, your handwriting reveals that you are Sociable
Your writing style reflects that you tend to feel connected to others, and that you help to facilitate that connection through your clear writing. Is it your left margin, your top margin, or your word spacing that gives you away?
What Your Writing Reveals About You
Mx, your handwriting reveals that you are Sociable
Your writing style reflects that you tend to feel connected to others, and that you help to facilitate that connection through your clear writing. Is it your left margin, your top margin, or your word spacing that gives you away?
Sunday, July 09, 2006
feeling weak now. tummy hurts!
i really have no idea how to make the pain go away.
anyway. tmr have to submit the management case. and i have not really integrated the question in my brain.
more work tonight then. hahas.
just checked my mail and saw that hb emailed me 3 days ago. after observations. his short comments and eval of that session. hahas.
ok, one more week to go! woohoooo!
i really have no idea how to make the pain go away.
anyway. tmr have to submit the management case. and i have not really integrated the question in my brain.
more work tonight then. hahas.
just checked my mail and saw that hb emailed me 3 days ago. after observations. his short comments and eval of that session. hahas.
ok, one more week to go! woohoooo!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
had a long week.
nevertheless, i am really thankful to Him for really being beside me all the time.
many times He stood by me, but i took Him for granted and ranted in my heart how tiring and draining the working life can be. i was not looking forward to working. no no no.
the "real" world. often, people portray a bleak and self-centred image of the world.
its the survivor instinct. the "you-just-need-to-do-what-you-are-supposed-to-do-and-get-off-immediately". no more than that.
just like examinations, we often agree that practicals are rather scary, and theory allows u to be more prepared with what's going to come.
similarly, even though we often have the head knowledge to be in the world and not of the world, to apply in practical? we really need Him to guide us and hold us closely.
so moral of story? : walk close. with HIM. anytime, anywhere.
anyway, presented my case today. had a frantic journey to the hosp this morn due to rain and the unbelievably longggg taxi stand queue. hadnt had time to do script, hadnt had the time to rehearse, and hadnt had the time to even give some animation to my slides.
and was mentally rehearsing in my head how to answer some really possible questions fr the therapists. anyway, every fridays they had some in-service presentations to enhance learning atmosphere within the hospital.
was expecting the medical team to take their leave upon finishing their presentation at 8am today. facing the squad of at least 10 therapists was mental-gruelling enough.
and to my horror of horrors, the medical team stayed put. and today was horrendously lots of ppl. i just felt that my butt then weighed a million tons on the chair.
unwillingly i went up. somehow i was hoping for the laptop to not work. somehow, i was hoping it cant sense my thumbdrive. somehow, i was hoping for everything except for it to work especially.
nv felt similar performance anxiety for a v long time. was mentally stressful to have a view of a roomful of people whose experience adds up to hundreds of years tog.
it sounds ridiculus, but my knees felt weak. throat extremely dry.
i just had to pray. some tranquilisers. prayed for wisdom and coherence in my delivery of case.
took a deeeep breath...and started.
and am glad it went ok! praise Him! i felt an immediate sense of peace and perhaps, increase of conviction of my case as I presented.
and i went on and on and on for 15min, where is the time we offer ourselves to stand in the "firing squad", that is, questions fr floor of case presented.
and glad i pulled thru the experience! i think i learnt a lot from the time of presenting alone. i wouldnt have such courage without knowing He's with me. i felt like an ant telling elephants how to walk a long distance in one stride. you get what i mean?
but nevertheless, its not too bad being an ant. so as long u r a diligent ant. you will get there eventually. and if you are willing to ask, the elephants will give u a ride. :)
hahas. some mini personal reflections. dont worry if you dont get what i am trying to share from my heart. i think i am rambling already.
yay wendy! *pats on our backs* case presentation down! finally!
nights world. i am starting to appreciate the beauty of this clinical attachment. clinical's a terrifying thing, but its opening up my life to lives beyond my own, and i really feel a lot for this profession. i am starting to like geriatrics. its growing bit by bit within me. although sometimes i think i feel embarrased for myself hearing my own broken hokkien.
occupational therapy- towards meaningful living.
nevertheless, i am really thankful to Him for really being beside me all the time.
many times He stood by me, but i took Him for granted and ranted in my heart how tiring and draining the working life can be. i was not looking forward to working. no no no.
the "real" world. often, people portray a bleak and self-centred image of the world.
its the survivor instinct. the "you-just-need-to-do-what-you-are-supposed-to-do-and-get-off-immediately". no more than that.
just like examinations, we often agree that practicals are rather scary, and theory allows u to be more prepared with what's going to come.
similarly, even though we often have the head knowledge to be in the world and not of the world, to apply in practical? we really need Him to guide us and hold us closely.
so moral of story? : walk close. with HIM. anytime, anywhere.
anyway, presented my case today. had a frantic journey to the hosp this morn due to rain and the unbelievably longggg taxi stand queue. hadnt had time to do script, hadnt had the time to rehearse, and hadnt had the time to even give some animation to my slides.
and was mentally rehearsing in my head how to answer some really possible questions fr the therapists. anyway, every fridays they had some in-service presentations to enhance learning atmosphere within the hospital.
was expecting the medical team to take their leave upon finishing their presentation at 8am today. facing the squad of at least 10 therapists was mental-gruelling enough.
and to my horror of horrors, the medical team stayed put. and today was horrendously lots of ppl. i just felt that my butt then weighed a million tons on the chair.
unwillingly i went up. somehow i was hoping for the laptop to not work. somehow, i was hoping it cant sense my thumbdrive. somehow, i was hoping for everything except for it to work especially.
nv felt similar performance anxiety for a v long time. was mentally stressful to have a view of a roomful of people whose experience adds up to hundreds of years tog.
it sounds ridiculus, but my knees felt weak. throat extremely dry.
i just had to pray. some tranquilisers. prayed for wisdom and coherence in my delivery of case.
took a deeeep breath...and started.
and am glad it went ok! praise Him! i felt an immediate sense of peace and perhaps, increase of conviction of my case as I presented.
and i went on and on and on for 15min, where is the time we offer ourselves to stand in the "firing squad", that is, questions fr floor of case presented.
and glad i pulled thru the experience! i think i learnt a lot from the time of presenting alone. i wouldnt have such courage without knowing He's with me. i felt like an ant telling elephants how to walk a long distance in one stride. you get what i mean?
but nevertheless, its not too bad being an ant. so as long u r a diligent ant. you will get there eventually. and if you are willing to ask, the elephants will give u a ride. :)
hahas. some mini personal reflections. dont worry if you dont get what i am trying to share from my heart. i think i am rambling already.
yay wendy! *pats on our backs* case presentation down! finally!
nights world. i am starting to appreciate the beauty of this clinical attachment. clinical's a terrifying thing, but its opening up my life to lives beyond my own, and i really feel a lot for this profession. i am starting to like geriatrics. its growing bit by bit within me. although sometimes i think i feel embarrased for myself hearing my own broken hokkien.
occupational therapy- towards meaningful living.
Friday, June 16, 2006
taggged by ah ruuui. to do the survey. :)
Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.
1. sis
2. carrie
3. hannah
4. deborah
5. yuhann
6. jeannn
7. shera
8. ziwei
9. regggie
10. ah rui
11. ceyu
12. mingg
13. huimei
14. liyan
15. my pa
16. my ma.
17. shuyi
18. shareeen
19. xuan
20. enghow
Questions:1. How did you meet number 14?
liyannnn! how how how. hahahs. first met her at the touch community theatre for the church student conference. :)
2. What would you do if you had never met Number 1?
prolly i ll have a more peaceful lifeeee. HA. i am just joking alrights. i love her. in good times in bad times. in sickness and in health (coughs violently)
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
ah how and ah gieee?!? I NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT BEFORE! hahahhas! will be interested to see how it goes! both God-lovers! hahahas.
4. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
eh. flat no? shuyi and jean?
5. Describe No. 3.
you guys know her isnt it. fun-loving and bubbly sheeepie. she can turn black skies to bluee. :) adore kids and kids adore her.
6. Do you think No.8 is attractive?
look at her! tt's like duhh. hahahhas. great looks great personality, most imptly, great bud. :)
7. Tell me something about No.7
wheeeeee. my dear. jc friend cum bud in church. the girl who brought me to know Him.
8. Do you know anything about no.12's family?
she has a loving husbanddd, and a lovely son timmy!
9. What is no. 18's favorite? God! :) ahhahas. she loves outdoors adventure.
10.What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? ceyu, pls answer this qn.
11. What language does 15 speak? chinese. teochew. hokkien. malay.
12. Who is 9 going out with? (evil laughter..)
13. How old is 16 now? forever 18... she hopes. 52. :)
14. When was the last time u talked to 13? last weeek.
15. Who's 2's favorite singer? it used to be vic fr f4 if i m not wrong. but she has broken the idolatry already. ahahha!!
16. Would you date number 4? eeeeeeewwwwwww. DEB!
17. Would you date 7? she's my fren. we often date. :)
18. Is 15 single? my pa. what do u think?? :)
19. What's 10's last name? lee foundation like she always say and quote.
20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 19? my jie-mei already.
21. What school does 3 go to? missy to be. in nyp. :)
22. Where does 6 live? houganggggg.
23. What's your favorite thing about number 5? a girl with a big heart for others. OTHERS ABOVE SELF.
Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.
1. sis
2. carrie
3. hannah
4. deborah
5. yuhann
6. jeannn
7. shera
8. ziwei
9. regggie
10. ah rui
11. ceyu
12. mingg
13. huimei
14. liyan
15. my pa
16. my ma.
17. shuyi
18. shareeen
19. xuan
20. enghow
Questions:1. How did you meet number 14?
liyannnn! how how how. hahahs. first met her at the touch community theatre for the church student conference. :)
2. What would you do if you had never met Number 1?
prolly i ll have a more peaceful lifeeee. HA. i am just joking alrights. i love her. in good times in bad times. in sickness and in health (coughs violently)
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
ah how and ah gieee?!? I NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT BEFORE! hahahhas! will be interested to see how it goes! both God-lovers! hahahas.
4. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
eh. flat no? shuyi and jean?
5. Describe No. 3.
you guys know her isnt it. fun-loving and bubbly sheeepie. she can turn black skies to bluee. :) adore kids and kids adore her.
6. Do you think No.8 is attractive?
look at her! tt's like duhh. hahahhas. great looks great personality, most imptly, great bud. :)
7. Tell me something about No.7
wheeeeee. my dear. jc friend cum bud in church. the girl who brought me to know Him.
8. Do you know anything about no.12's family?
she has a loving husbanddd, and a lovely son timmy!
9. What is no. 18's favorite? God! :) ahhahas. she loves outdoors adventure.
10.What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? ceyu, pls answer this qn.
11. What language does 15 speak? chinese. teochew. hokkien. malay.
12. Who is 9 going out with? (evil laughter..)
13. How old is 16 now? forever 18... she hopes. 52. :)
14. When was the last time u talked to 13? last weeek.
15. Who's 2's favorite singer? it used to be vic fr f4 if i m not wrong. but she has broken the idolatry already. ahahha!!
16. Would you date number 4? eeeeeeewwwwwww. DEB!
17. Would you date 7? she's my fren. we often date. :)
18. Is 15 single? my pa. what do u think?? :)
19. What's 10's last name? lee foundation like she always say and quote.
20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 19? my jie-mei already.
21. What school does 3 go to? missy to be. in nyp. :)
22. Where does 6 live? houganggggg.
23. What's your favorite thing about number 5? a girl with a big heart for others. OTHERS ABOVE SELF.
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Dedicated to mx
Dedicated to a goot fren, gr8 sis n lovely pherd>>
Yoooooo MX shepherd. Thx for evrythn today!!!!!! been a long long time since i enjoyed myself so so much. Really. utanLOVESyou :)) -jEan
Yoooooo MX shepherd. Thx for evrythn today!!!!!! been a long long time since i enjoyed myself so so much. Really. utanLOVESyou :)) -jEan
Thursday, June 08, 2006
just a short one.
the past 4 days at clinicals. hmm. i dont know what will be a suitable word to describe it.
but in general, somehow i think it did in one way or another, help me to look forward to finding out more abt working in hospital.
i must admit it is the first clinical placement that keeps me on my toes the entire day.
but certainly i think it will, and i am really certain i can learn loads fr this placement from many people.
like fr my sup. i personally find her an interesting figure. she obviously work hard (verrryyy hard) and plays hard as well. i admire her flexibility, and great sense of responsibility. but of cos, discussing plans with her each day makes my heart beats irregularly. don't try to smoke her. u r asking for it.
another person..
i love dr jung! she's really dynamic. solid woman, yet amicable. she v cute when she smiles. :) her ability to present the infor very relevantly to diff healthcare team members during the round-table session on amputee rehab was something we can learn from.
and i must also say the nurses in the ward are very nice as well. v easy to talk to and to find out about the patient's updates.
hmmm. prayin hard that i will grow to embrace this clinicals. :)
the past 4 days at clinicals. hmm. i dont know what will be a suitable word to describe it.
but in general, somehow i think it did in one way or another, help me to look forward to finding out more abt working in hospital.
i must admit it is the first clinical placement that keeps me on my toes the entire day.
but certainly i think it will, and i am really certain i can learn loads fr this placement from many people.
like fr my sup. i personally find her an interesting figure. she obviously work hard (verrryyy hard) and plays hard as well. i admire her flexibility, and great sense of responsibility. but of cos, discussing plans with her each day makes my heart beats irregularly. don't try to smoke her. u r asking for it.
another person..
i love dr jung! she's really dynamic. solid woman, yet amicable. she v cute when she smiles. :) her ability to present the infor very relevantly to diff healthcare team members during the round-table session on amputee rehab was something we can learn from.
and i must also say the nurses in the ward are very nice as well. v easy to talk to and to find out about the patient's updates.
hmmm. prayin hard that i will grow to embrace this clinicals. :)
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Love Me
By Collin Raye
I read a note my Grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said
Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said:
Chorus:
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
I read those words just hours before
my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church
Where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
Chorus:
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
this song never fails to touch me whenever it comes to my ears. i rem the first time i heard it, it brought some water to my eyes. sometimes i try to picture the grandpa singing it. it really touches me. its like a really sincere song. of the true love they have for each other. :)
and it often brings me to think about God's unfailing love for me, and everyone. i can never seem to understand the extent to which He loves me. and many times, i pray for Him to teach me how to love others through His eyes.
and its true, the love and burden for others deepens when i continually rem them in my prayers. love till it hurts. that's love.
John 3:16. that's love.
By Collin Raye
I read a note my Grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said
Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said:
Chorus:
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
I read those words just hours before
my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church
Where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
Chorus:
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
this song never fails to touch me whenever it comes to my ears. i rem the first time i heard it, it brought some water to my eyes. sometimes i try to picture the grandpa singing it. it really touches me. its like a really sincere song. of the true love they have for each other. :)
and it often brings me to think about God's unfailing love for me, and everyone. i can never seem to understand the extent to which He loves me. and many times, i pray for Him to teach me how to love others through His eyes.
and its true, the love and burden for others deepens when i continually rem them in my prayers. love till it hurts. that's love.
John 3:16. that's love.
its a very stressful thought to think that clinicals will be here in less than 30 hrs time.
its gruelling. i am really nervous about this time round.
my first time posted to hospital. neuro dept. acute cases.
i really don't think i am cut out to work so fast-paced. i am a pretty s--l--o--w paced person.
but whatever it is, face it, prepare my heart, take a deep breath. go for it. am praying for a great learning experience.
time to refresh the stroke stuff, mobility..and what dr param has taught us all. apparently i totally threw them out of my brain long time ago.
scary la! i really scared of clinicals when the sup start to ask ur rationale of ur treatment plan, the patient's progress and all the short term long term goals and everything...
talking about that, i haven done my learning contract! grrr.
i knoe i am waging a war soon. fighting with time, battling with physical tiredness, handling stressors.
and i know, i can proclaim bring it on, when i dwell in Him and walk close enough to Him to experience strength and empowerment for each day.
i will survive. for the next 6 weeks. i know i can do all things thru Him who strengthens me.
its gruelling. i am really nervous about this time round.
my first time posted to hospital. neuro dept. acute cases.
i really don't think i am cut out to work so fast-paced. i am a pretty s--l--o--w paced person.
but whatever it is, face it, prepare my heart, take a deep breath. go for it. am praying for a great learning experience.
time to refresh the stroke stuff, mobility..and what dr param has taught us all. apparently i totally threw them out of my brain long time ago.
scary la! i really scared of clinicals when the sup start to ask ur rationale of ur treatment plan, the patient's progress and all the short term long term goals and everything...
talking about that, i haven done my learning contract! grrr.
i knoe i am waging a war soon. fighting with time, battling with physical tiredness, handling stressors.
and i know, i can proclaim bring it on, when i dwell in Him and walk close enough to Him to experience strength and empowerment for each day.
i will survive. for the next 6 weeks. i know i can do all things thru Him who strengthens me.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
friendships
specially dedicated to my growing up buds: the "growing up" in this spiritual family was, is, and will always be memorable. :)
we are still "growing up"!
xuan's choir concert today.
i love the song v much. "Go the distance" by alan menken. i don't know why, not as thou its the first time hearing. but i was very touched by the song. v moved.
and today made me recall, how blessed i am to have all of you as my spiritual brothers and sisters. and those who are not in the pic.
really treasure yawl. really. :)
the poem's not so clear when enlarged. heres it. :)
we are still "growing up"!
xuan's choir concert today.
i love the song v much. "Go the distance" by alan menken. i don't know why, not as thou its the first time hearing. but i was very touched by the song. v moved.
and today made me recall, how blessed i am to have all of you as my spiritual brothers and sisters. and those who are not in the pic.
really treasure yawl. really. :)
the poem's not so clear when enlarged. heres it. :)
Author Unknown
God must have know there would be times we'd need a word of cheer,
God must have know there would be times we'd need a word of cheer,
Someone to praise a triumph or brush away a tear.
He must have known we'd need to share the joy of "little things"
In order to appreciate the happiness life brings.
I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain,
At trials and misfortunes, or goals we can't attain.
He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart
To give us strength and courage to make a fresh, new start.
He knew we'd need companionship, unselfish....lasting....true,
And so God answered the heart's great need with
Cherished Friends....like you.
"9 Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work: 10 If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up!
11 Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone?
12 Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken."- Ecclesiastes 4:9-12
"9 Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work: 10 If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up!
11 Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone?
12 Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken."- Ecclesiastes 4:9-12
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