was obviously disappointed when i saw the sms in the wee hours of the night.

cant help but checked online with a little weight on my heart.

Nevertheless, gathered my energy to view the overalls online.

turned out to be alright! hahas. what i screwed was behavioural science. ?????? phewwwww! not as if i improve much, but seriously, thank you LORD! muacks! :)

learnt: sometimes, things are not what it seems. move on and take the complete picture, and u ll be surprised.

thanks Father. for watching over me always.

being vulnerable and allowing God to take care of you is not really tt easy. :)

but it can be done.

had a good time talking to a few people today..like liyan, deborah. appreciate these times.

btw, if anyone wants to relive singapore workout, drop by a particular sec sch in woodlands and catch me in red and white. doing this exercise for the elderly. a joint collaboration with the police of woodlands. hahas. plus educating the public abt wheelchair transfers etc.

k the chinese version of singapore workout is ringing in my head........

Jesus

1. went,
2. saw, and
3. had compassion.

i desire to be like Him. i want to go, see, and have compassion.

indeed, sometimes its hard to go although instructions are clear, but the purpose is unknown. i love the sermon shared yesterday. spoke right into me.

the Holy Spirit can only use us to our level of obedience.

be Philip. (Acts 8:26-40). be everyready to obey the Holy Spirit.

C.o.m.p.a.s.s.i.o.n for His flock.
P.a.s.s.i.o.n for Him.

don't miss it!

something that Jasmine shared during service today hit me. incremental vs exponential growth. and it was really a great time of prayer and worship together as a church.

desire exponential growth!

"..to think that the universe
could not withold your glory
You choose to live in me..
I'm so amazed..

...and i..
worship you Lord,
My life in You restored..
Here is my heart
make it Your santuary
for nobody else,
but Jesus
Only YOU..

Only You
are faithful and true
Glorious GOD
All my life
It is You
I adore
You touched my soul
Completed my world..
I surrender to You..."

worshipping. and am ministered.

3 things i shared with my girls, out of the overflow of my heart. and will want to continue to grow in them, tog with my cg.

stamina in prayer. offer ears of listening. countenance.

Lord, thank You. for your faithfulness, real-ness, and most importantly, love.

to update..some pics.

birthday with cg. 25oct2006-bishan j8. in my stinko training gear. ;)

the surprise birthday shout. song. cake cutting.















the funny things u receive on your 21st awes u. ;)














my life. :)















miao bought this. she says this tortise reminds her of me cos me n it look alike? do we? hahas.
















dmm with coreteam! nyp 100!

















had a really exciting time over the past 2 weeks. but never had the opportunity to jot my tots down. some significant ones!

celebrated dad's birthday! he is exactly 36 years older than me. always love him very much. admire his character, his love for the family, and his sacrificial attitude towards the people around him. one of the dearest ppl whom i want to model after.

blessed birthday cai papa. :) glad to share the birthday celebration with you and family over the steamboat.

another highlight: the Poly-ITE tournaments have finally come to a closure. am deeply blessed by the presence of those who came down to support! ace- my o-ye-faithful supporter; keng loo; utan; karryn; huijing and nemo. really appreciate it!

and all glory to the Lord! the girls finished with silver, and the guys a champ! :)

thanks to my team as well: stella, shermeen, xiao wei, xuemin, fishcake and peixin who made all these possible.

let's work towards IVP!

i am really looking forward to the upcoming Christmas. feeling the christmas cheer around the corner. 100 percent man's effort coupled with 100percent God. let me be the vessel Lord.

witness the water baptism of brothers and sisters over the last weekend as well! its always the joyous occasion to see the church bros and sis to take this step to proclaim their faith. :)

the dinner with nemo and ace after comps! :) wheeee! and 32 bucks for 3min consultation with the doc. hahahhahas.

a time of mini celebration for cindy ytd! i really appreciate the cg. really do. glad to have all of u to do His work with me. was simply great to have the opportunity to bless this dear girl. :)

yuhan too. the phone call till 6am was a great time of sharing. thanks. :)

spent great time with ace and joel at vivo today. thanks. really haven had a time to watch a gd movie after so long! and also ace's fren tony who joined us for a while and cracked all of us up.

glad i took the bus ace. or i will not have the opportunity to air my thoughts. and thanks for praying for me. truly appreciate.

all in all. i am really touched. i dont know why, but i really see how God truly loves me as His child, that He always protects, always love, always teach and guide me and my family in Christ.

the worship ytd "I'm Forever Yours" by planet shakers stir within me deeply.

"..trust in You and not myself..

will always lead to blessing..

Lord have Your way in me..

Not my will, but Yours be done..

..here i stand within Your Presence longing for Your touch..

a thousand days cannot compare to one day in Your courts..

Hold me now, and never ever let me go..

My Jesus, My precious Saviour..

I'm forever yours......"

:)