Friday, August 08, 2008


seeing this at google reminds me!

08 08 08 at 8pm- OLYMPICS GRAND OPENING!

directed by zhang yimouuu!

olympics! more gymnastics, more swimming, more tabletennis!

on a sidenote,

PTL for jack's and kyle's salvation at lifegroup! go go la trobbeeeeee!

pray and fast; fast and pray!

Monday, August 04, 2008

check out this blog on singapore's playgrounds by an occupational therapist.


there's more to playgrounds than what meets the eyes! :)

Sunday, August 03, 2008

destination.

Philippians 3-4

devotion. decision. destination.

will get there!

Thursday, July 31, 2008

thanks liyan for your three 'I's! :)

Impact. Impart. Influence.

going to take a good shower. and sleep early!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

night was great. :) thanks shannon shera enghow. shera shares her auditing job's ups and downs; shannon shares US time; enghow shares about cells growth. HAHA. and coupled with the lamest-of-the-century jokes. man. but i like it! haha. awaiting photo!

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want to re-cap on what Jasmine shared in service last sat. a wonderful msg on servanthood leadership of Jesus, from Matthew 20:25-28.

"25
Jesus called them together and said, "You know that the rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their high officials exercise authority over them. 26Not so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, 27and whoever wants to be first must be your slave— 28just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many."

1. Consider the popular view of greatness (v25)
Leadership is top-down
Consider position, consider power

Deut 28:13.
What's the underlying motivation?
Job 24:1
Matthew 19

2. Discover God's view of greatness! (v26-28)
Others-centred stewardship

(a) Begins with a cause
Galatians 5:13-14
We serve because we love!
We love because He loves us first!

(b) involves a sacrifice
Acts 4:32
1 Chronicles 29:2-3

(c) Leads to life!
Be a channel instead of a reservoir!

So, be a great steward that God has made you to be today! :)
oo. calling the bursary awardees of Hope Centre has been interesting. :)

while i am still very in touch with my mandarin, the grandma that requested me to speak hokkien or teochew caught me off-guard! rusty rusty ah! haha where has the built-up dialects from clinicals gone to!

i could only say basics of my name, when is the ceremony, where, how many people and the basic "thank-you". anything else, i just masked up my incompetence with some nervous laughter and saying "tio tio" (yes yes) to her active questions. haha!

nevermind. practice makes perfect.

oooo. and challenge 2. a mother asked me if i could speak melayu!

sedikit sedikit
! hahaa.
heard about the story of The Golden Goose by Hans Christian Anderson before?

was at the library yesterday, and one of the books that i borrowed made a reference to this childhood story.

a simple story, but a timeless message. The poor farmer had the goose laying one golden egg for him everyday, and he soon became prosperous and life was well. However, due to his impatience, he decided to cut up the goose one day in hope to get all the golden eggs at once.

of course, not only did he not get any eggs, he lost the golden goose due to the moment of foolishness and impatience.

i recall the moral of the story that i learnt as a child. it was to teach us about greed. not to be greedy; and to be happy with what you are blessed with.

now when i read this again, what spoke to me seems to be 'patience'. the momentary impatience can get the better of us, and we try to be in control of our lives, as if we know best. we speed-rush the process and do what we think is right, when very often, His ways are higher than our ways.


let the hustle and bustle of life be the training field of patience and perseverance!

Monday, July 28, 2008

and, we are more than blessed. :)

Friday, July 25, 2008


SIS-ticide?

HAHA. my sister is looking for it.

HAHAHA. its good therapy to drive my sis to the wall some times.

but just in case it appears that she is the victim; she is doing the same to me too; she has played the song rainbow connection on her laptop for the zillionth time!

sometimes, feels good to do stupid things and laugh together.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

BEHOLD, I AM THE LORD, THE GOD OF ALL FLESH. IS
THERE ANYTHING TOO HARD FOR ME?
( JEREMIAH 32:27 *NKJV )

WATCH, STAND FAST IN THE FAITH, BE
BRAVE, BE STRONG. LET ALL THAT YOU DO BE DONE
WITH LOVE. ( 1 CORINTHIANS 16:13-14 )

amen!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

blessed first birthday to baby rhema!

ah, i miss her; the joyful baby, with her ever-snorty nose. :) she will grow to be a Godly and fine ladyyyy :)

and birthday girls ahead- pris and reg! :) of cos, not as young as a single digit like rhema. haha.

anw, pleasantly surprised by kok how's email of the photos that we took eonnnns ago! i totally forgot about it. and now looking at the photo, its interesting. for one, this group is really eclectic. i dont know how we all got together for a movie that night! haha!

call that, movie-watching beyond boundaries? haha, or maybe serving-the-Lord-together beyond boundaries!

interesting interesting :)

thanks kok how for the phots!

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

today's e-devotional. so apt.

NOW THIS IS THE CONFIDENCE THAT WE HAVE IN HIM,
THAT IF WE ASK ANYTHING ACCORDING TO HIS WILL, HE
HEARS US. AND IF WE KNOW THAT HE HEARS US,
WHATEVER WE ASK, WE KNOW THAT WE HAVE THE
PETITIONS THAT WE HAVE ASKED OF HIM.
( 1 JOHN 5:14-15 *NKJV )

Dear Mingxiu,
We often find ourselves to busy to stop and say a prayer
when we have a rough day. In this life everything seems like
it has to be accomplished A.S.A.P. So we often forget to
speak to God in prayer about it before we react.

Therefore one must remember that; THE PRAYER OF A
RIGHTEOUS MAN IS POWERFUL AND EFFECTIVE!.
( JAMES 5:16 *NIV ) More powerful and more effective than
anything else on this Earth, even when we must react
As Soon As Possible.

Now Mingxiu, have you ever wondered about the
abbreviation A.S.A.P.? Generally we think of it in terms
of even more hurry and stress in our lives. Maybe if we
think of this abbreviation in a different manner, we will
begin to find a new way to deal with those rough days
along the way...

So when.......
There's work to do, deadlines to meet;
You've got no time to spare,
But as you hurry and scurry-
ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER

In the midst of family chaos,
"Quality time" is rare.
Do your best; let God do the rest-
ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.

It may seem like your worries
Are more than you can bear.
Slow down and take a breather-
ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER

God knows how stressful life is;
He wants to ease our cares,
And He'll respond to all your needs
A.S.A.P. - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.
- God's Minute

Something better!

Monday, July 21, 2008

congratulations to the graduates! prayer- that we can shine for Him in our respective professions! be it healthscience, engineering or even teaching. let's be key spokes of influence!

today- a not so great day. there were mixed emotions and i really got to sit up and take captive of every negative thought that yearns to seize me. of course, i did my fine share of whining and wallowing in self-pity for some time. my time-out period. settled some angry feelings over some correspondence with an organisation and attempt to think sanely again. 2 Cor 10:5b. o well.

i am sad, nonetheless. cos, i am a little lost.

but again, after that sadness, i am strong-er. cos, let me just learn from this and move on. and keep trying.

i was reminded of Romans 8:28, again. All things work together for our good. for my good, for those who love Him.

yes 'it is done'. shall just prick my ears up to His voice to see how it shall all lead to.

praise the Lord.

praise the Lord too, for tuition assignment tmr, and to help out in Hope Centre's busary-interview, and to visit celestine's cg for some co-sharing on thurs.

praise the Lord!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

The Bible is a harp with a thousand strings. Play on one to the exclusion of its relationship to the others, and you will develop discord. Play on all of them, keeping them in their places in the divine scale, and you will hear heavenly music all the time.

--William P. White

mediating on the Word of God at its fullness and wholeness.

"All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work..."
2 Timothy 3:16-17.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

was a fruitful day.

the japanese place at cathay was pretty novel. it was interesting to place orders by picking up the sticks. creative- makes normal meals interesting. glad to satisfy yet another craving- cold soba. and i got to eat my favourite chawanmushi and soft shell crab. feeling satisfied. thanks deb for the treat! :) unexpected visitor eh. good to catch up again. somethings dont change! haha.

i love these times of chats. no agenda, but just chat. i like.

also had some random bumpings into people. and just stop and talk. and derek. as he welcomes me back, i am waving him goodbye for US. haha.

service presented surprises too. was pleasantly surprised when i saw carrie co-leading praise and worship with meihwa. :)) great team effort! was ministering.

wenjiang preached today, from Psalms 25:16-18.

shall summarise what i've learnt.

Coping with Loneliness
  • 2 primary types of loneliness- Loneliness in relationships; Loneliness in cause.
  • Quantity of contact with people is not equivalent to the quality.
  1. Look to God for His grace (v16)
v16- Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted.
  • When continually meeting the needs of others, have you neglected receiving from others?
  • or do you lack people giving Godly advice on what to do?
To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul;

2 in you I trust, O my God.
Do not let me be put to shame,
nor let my enemies triumph over me.

3 No one whose hope is in you
will ever be put to shame,
but they will be put to shame
who are treacherous without excuse. - Psalms 25:1-3

  • Key: Acknowledge these needs that are within us! Be vulnerable about them to the Lord!
  • E.g King David was very aware of his needs.
  • 'Unless you go the Lord with a need, He cannot meet your needs.'
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. -Matthew 11:28

Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said,
"Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."- Hebrews 13:5


Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.- James 4:8

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.-Galatians 6:9
  • Sometimes, loneliness is a call to go to the Lord.
For he will deliver the needy who cry out, the afflicted who have no one to help.- Psalms 72:12

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. -1 Peter 5:72.


2. Look to God for His help (v17)
v 17-The troubles of my heart have multiplied; free me from my anguish.
  • Compare: Worldly solutions and Godly solutions
  • What's your method of coping with loneliness? God? Man?
  • Acid Test: Who do we go to for our needs to be met?
3. Look to God for His salvation (v18)
v18- Look upon my affliction and my distress and take away all my sins.
  • Among causes of loneliness, one of which is- sin
  • Sin causes us to withdraw from community
Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts.
See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. -Psalms 139:23-24


:)

the WOG is ever-rich, and a simple verse breathes life. :)

time to rest!

anw, random!- elva is on tv now! i rarely admire artistes. but she is one of them that i notice. though her voice's just so-so, she has a lovely attitude, pleasant disposition and i simply love her groove! :)


-segolssimi.
perfect satisfaction in fulfilling cravings for hotpots. had 2 in mere 2 days.

and had great catch-ups.

but. no more hotpots for the time being. haha! :) moderation is key.

anyway, some random thoughts that excite me:

1. national day celebrations!
2. OLYMPICS!! 080808! huat ah! hahaha!
3. mum's birthday!

loges doing gym. sis doing gym. everyone's gymming. man, i need discipline to start exercising too!


be fit physically. be fit mentally. be fit emotionally. be fit spiritually.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

dinner with shera was a great time.

simple, yet the time spent was special. shared heart, and shared life. and it warms my heart to see how far we've come.

she was the one who brought me to know God. and i am thankful for her step of faith! and we've been through much tog, though in between we were serving in different groups and places, but at the end of it all, i rejoice in my soul and heart, that we are still in the race tog.

go go shera!

so much on my heart, that i've no idea how to express them in clarity. all i know, what i am feeling at the moment is purely- thankful.

The Lord is good; His LOVE endures forever!

HE is good; He's above all things; His LOVE endures forever!

despite unsettling circumstances, there's a deep sense of confidence and peace. and i rejoice. i rejoice that, I have a loving God who is for me, who looks after me.

and He expresses His love through people and circumstances. blessed.

doing some checks of circumstances that happened in my life. i can only say i am just really grateful in learning the beauty of surrendering.

when my eyes were least focused on my wants, God took care of my needs. He blessed in ways I cannot see. He healed the pain, and made the broken whole.

there were some things on my agenda which i purposefully left unchecked a year ago. the reason that they were left unchecked were not much to do with spiritual reasons, i hasten to admit; it was simply cos i have no idea how to move those situations on. i have cried over them i have questioned Him for answers and i have battled with the loneliness in those times.

but the saving grace of all was the clarity of one eternal agenda in my mind. no matter how much tantrum i can throw in my quiet time; i can sulk cry be bitter and pout, i can never run away from the grace and love that God has unconditionally lavished.

you know, today even as i relooked at what i have left unchecked, there was immense peace. i did not look back with a sense of dismay and nostalgia; i looked back as i reminisce and smiled- i truly smiled. i was surprised. it had no foothold in me. there's freedom.

that's what makes me so convicted about freedom in surrendering. cos i've tasted it. and like the song by Avalon, it's sweet surrender.

All belongs to You.

Gracias A Dios!

amen.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

bond of a Father and son.

how's my bond between my father and me?

how's my bond between my Father in Heaven and me?

:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cS596VsNEOE

Father's love.

*

how audible is the voice of my father in my heart?

how audible is the voice of my Father in heaven in my heart?

*

this week, heard romans 8:28 thrice- through devotional; through a worship song on sat; through a person's blog entry whose blog i've never visited before, expounding on romans 8:28.

Romans 8:28 (Amplified Bible)

28We are assured and know that [[a]God being a partner in their labor] all things work together and are [fitting into a plan] for good to and for those who love God and are called according to [His] design and purpose.

'We give thanks

We give praise

For we know, that all things work together for our good

We give thanks

We give praise

For by faith

We know Your grace, will see us through...'

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

sis and friends' education centre- opened early in march this year. haha i have a hard time pronouncing the name though.

Educelogy. Read E-Duce-Logy.

looking forward to have a look this thurs. :) know that sis has been working hard on this, (and even as i'm typing this, she's hard at work on setting assignment papers).

so anyone needs secondary or jc tuition? hahahas!

try Educelogy's clinical sessions!! :)

http://www.educelogy.com/AboutEducelogy.htm
greetings from sg, at 5.51pm. :)

so odd- the sky's still bright and blue at 5+. and streets are still bustling with people.

i guess the peeps in melb are having their weekly JG meetings at atom's. haha.

so far, so great. flight was delayed for a terrible 5 hours, nevertheless, it was compensated for the fact that we each received 40bucks food vouchers. and also, made friend with a patu pahat auntie too while waiting. so we were each other's company; chatting, buying almost the whole of starbucks food with our combined 80 bucks voucher, and helping one another to guard bags while the other goes to the restroom. how true, that two are better than one!

but the flight back was tiring. i could barely open my eyes by the time i boarded the plane. guess the only times i have had them open are during meals.

it is great to be welcomed home again! blessed to have everything prepared and ready when i got back. and a special thanks to my sis. haha. she is exceptionally helpful. HMMM. haha. settled my internet connection, and helped me with my stucked luggage lock, played me a song that she learnt on the elec piano, and organised a tuition assignment for me to make some time useful for me. hmmm. one year apart is good stuff. haha!

still trying to get used to the fact that i am alr in sg. the weather, the currency- the sg coin of 10-cents suddenly feels v small-sized. and trying to get some rest- a bit groggy from bad sleep on the flight.

all else, all good. :)

Monday, July 07, 2008

was planning to catch some sleep at least.

but the match is between nadal and federer! and their points are really close!

hope that i can get some good sleep on the plane tmr. :)

looking forward to- breakfast time, and the trip back to home! it's about time to be home for this break, although i will miss much of melb too!

how exciting! :))

Sunday, July 06, 2008

ytd's worship prac was different. and i truly appreciated it.

it was a worship prac turned prayer+intercessory time for the church. and it was truly a blessed time.

the word spoken to me hit me. and it really cut my heart. i know its true, so true, and i can't help but cry out to Him once again. and i am so touched by His love and comfort.

one of the best gifts that you can really provide for anyone is prayer, and being a messenger of God's word to them.

a growth-point would be, to share in love despite ppl's rejection of the Word. like Jeremiah the prophet.

honestly, i have been worn-out by the disappointments sometimes. just like the word shared, sometimes i feel as though i am being attacked by flaming arrows. and it hurts bad.

but am encouraged to know that as long as we continue to walk in His way, we are armoured with His shield of protection. and will be better equipped for the next battle. march onwards as soldiers of Christ. no fear, and march on.

praying on- reminded of His word that we just need to focus our eyes on what is excellent in His eyes, be innocent of evil as far as we can. Romans 16:19.

"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things... "Philippians 4:19

amen.

Thursday, July 03, 2008

In matters of style, swim with the current
In matters of principle, stand like a rock

Thomas Jefferson

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Shepherd of my soul

Shepherd of my soul I give you full control,
Wherever You may lead I will foll-ow.
I have made the choice to listen for Your voice,
Wherever You may lead I will go.

Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream,
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side.
Should I face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep,
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide.

Shepherd of my soul Oh You have made me whole,
Where’er I hear You call how my tears flow.
How I feel your love how I want to se-rve
I gladly give my heart to You O – Lord.

Be it in the flowing river or in the quiet night,
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side.
Should I face the stormy weather or the dangers of this world.
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide.

heard of this song once last year in one of the prayer meetings, and the lyrics really ministered.

Psalm 23:2
He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,

***

as i pack my room, a huge sense of reflections just came over me. i dont know why. flashbacks of the past year just keep coming back. the good, the tough, the joy, the tears. and all of it are really emotive stuff.

maybe it's night.

maybe they are growth that are really close to my heart.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

randomly, was just reminded of this story once more-


One day, God handed two people a piece of blank paper and told them to write in that piece of paper what they wanted Him to do.


The first one wrote a list of things that he wanted God to do. The second one wrote nothing.

Nothing? Nothing!

Both handed the piece of paper to God. God asked the second "My child, why didn’t you write anything?"

The second answered, “God, I've left it blank for you to tell me what you want me to do.”
i think i am an understudy of 'karang-guni'.

how did i manage to have so many papers and stuff in just one year! hahas.

anyway, it was also a joy to do some spring cleaning. found cards that people wrote a year ago here and there and everywhere. and each time i see one, it warms my heart to read them again.

i even felt like crying reading some. it touched my heart, and spoke to me right here right now. i'm amazed, how timely these words of kindness and encouragement can come. God knows when i need them.

thanks for all the encouragement. and all your prayers.

i know that i have been held stronger cos of you guys praying and remembering me.

true enough, i can't thank Him enough for placing me here, and surrounding me with people and friends to sharpen one another in Christ.

back to basics:- i recalled how i simply trusted, and how He answered.

so i know for sure, there's no rush- when i trust, He guides. and He will do so ever beautifully.

journey of faith for the past year.

in ministries-
p+w; prayer and intercessory.

in heart-
great joy in His providence, and greater capacity to love even when i know it can be hurting sometimes. still fail time to time. Maybe He is teaching me more about the Father's heart of unconditional love.

in character-
growing in strength and resilience; at the same time, increase dependence on the Lord.

in family-
grew in appreciation of what my family has done to love me in ways that i do not see in the past. the quiet love. and their quiet discipline that shapes me. thank you Lord for blessing me with them, for them setting a great example so that i may follow.

in friendships-
am thankful for all the friendships forged. and they are going stronger, and sturdier. i rejoice in them, cos i know the connection of it all is Christ. the unbreakable link and bond.

in leadership-
always awed by the servanthood-leadership of eric+atom. i know that God will add onto them more and more, and MORE for the KOG! Praise God for baby rhema too; i look forward to serving the Lord with her.

in household-
have been a great memory living in Southern Rd with the sg girls. i'm glad that we have spent the year together. a huge contribution to my personal growth and i enjoyed the times of sharings and living, and all the tears and joy.

in you-
i can't say enough. you are a beautiful creation in the Lord, and i look up to you. thanks for bearing me in love and sharing with me all that you have.

praise You Lord, for all things.

nearly fell off the chair when i saw this on- the ever-used Facebook.

HAHA.

brought back good memories thou. :) the table-tennis days. and the coach i love-chen wen.

thats why i always treasure the bat i have. thou its old and cracky, but its a gift from her. used in her glorious days as she said. hahas.

HAHA. looking at the photo, many things change, but one thing seems to remain constant..

my skin colour. :))
This post from Jeana over at the blog Days to Come is enjoyable. :) and it's encouraging.

enjoy. :)

Things that Don't Make Sense to Me

1. How having four children quadrupled the love I have for my kids instead of dividing it into four.

2. How focusing on meeting my husband's needs results in my needs getting met.

3. Why having a lot of "me" time tends to make me more self-centered, not less.

4. Why serving other people makes me more content, not less.

5. How spending time with God usually results in me accomplishing more that day, not less.

6. Why exercising gives me more energy, and not exercising makes me more tired.

7. How submitting to God's will brings freedom rather than confinement.

8. Why things that taste good often are not good for me.

9. Why having fewer things makes me enjoy them more--and vice versa.

10. How I can know all of these things are true and too often behave as though they are not

Friday, June 27, 2008

water baptism tmr! :) carl and agnes; alice and binod! praise the Lord!

my first time to witness baptism in a bathtub. contextualised! winter's too cold for outside.

so praise the Lord! Baptism is not dependent on the seasons and not just reserved for sunny summer!

work was great today. rhema was around, with lukie too. i love them. the child-like disposition of each child.

praying they will grow up, strong and healthy- physically and spiritually. can't wait to see rhema taking steps!

her 1st birthday's soon. :)

how time flies.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Proverbs 23


12 Apply your heart to instruction
and your ears to words of knowledge.

13 Do not withhold discipline from a child;
if you punish him with the rod, he will not die.

14 Punish him with the rod
and save his soul from death. [c]

15 My son, if your heart is wise,
then my heart will be glad;

16 my inmost being will rejoice
when your lips speak what is right.

17 Do not let your heart envy sinners,
but always be zealous for the fear of the LORD.

18 There is surely a future hope for you,
and your hope will not be cut off.

19 Listen, my son, and be wise,
and keep your heart on the right path.

20 Do not join those who drink too much wine
or gorge themselves on meat,

21 for drunkards and gluttons become poor,
and drowsiness clothes them in rags.

22 Listen to your father, who gave you life,
and do not despise your mother when she is old.

23 Buy the truth and do not sell it;
get wisdom, discipline and understanding.

24 The father of a righteous man has great joy;
he who has a wise son delights in him.

25 May your father and mother be glad;
may she who gave you birth rejoice!

26 My son, give me your heart
and let your eyes keep to my ways

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

last lap!- presentation of the research.

:) pray that it will be great!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

i woke up feeling like the world around me spun a thousand times.

nausea. and fatigue.

and i slept for 10 hours already!

why is it still so bad.

low blood pressure?

i need to gulp water now.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

last lap for the final assignment of uni. then final-year proj presentation. then uni's done. mind's a lil' boggled with how to put all the stuff into writing. but guess its praying for His wisdom and just do my best. partnership with Him.

and,

so surreal. it's almost a year.

tlp loaded some pics on facebook, and yeah, looking back, i've never really wrote about the peeps in cg much. time zooms here flies there. hahas.

freshman orientation in uni. :) at the back from left, eric- our 'boss' the darebin church coordinator, anth- the president of Campus christian movement, logan- the boss of student group hahas.. and in the front: tlp- the '19-year-old' housemate, maggie- the sacrificial and encouraging sister, suet- the 'sleeps-little-but-always-so-energetic housemate', and lastly me.

dinner after caregroup. :) guy in black with blue stripes on his arms- that's danny, the big guy who's a great cook.
and here's some more missing peeps. Simon right in the front- the faithful bro who can walk miles and miles. in clockwise, Carl- the new bro who's into looking at who got longer toes. Agnes in pink- a new sis in christ too, and an ever cheery energetic lady whose laughter is infectious. Chris- need not say more-she's awesome. and the guy between Anth and Eric, that's Leo, a new bro in Christ too who is doing his best to know the Lord. and will forever remember the classic deed he did when we asked for his prayer needs before he knew God. :"just help me say hello to God." :)

that's my family in student group. more to come of the church. :)

now, back to work. :)

Saturday, June 21, 2008

muffin-top;

thank-you.

sacrificial and selfless.

learnt a great deal.

looking forward to what's ahead.

ahead, and ahead.

thank-you, and many more thank-yous.

Friday, June 20, 2008

just ate a mandarin orange that christine gave me randomly on wed.

as i ate, i was touched and reminded of the many things that she has done so far, that has greatly blessed my life.

thanks chris, you are a blessing to CCM, and your overcoming spirit in Christ, amazes me.

the prayer with you gripped my heart. the heartbeat for your people was so strong. and am so awed by your humility to surrender everything to God's hands.

and just like the orange, the fruits that you bear in your life are always so sweet, so peace-filled. :)

thank you chris.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

"Dear Lord, please make my words sweet and gentle because tomorrow I may have to eat them"

- from a Business Comms textbk. :)


Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.- 1 Timothy 4:12

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

bought a good book at op shop at sunshine coast ytd for the flight back to melb.

'Not in the Common Mould'- about the life of a man David Lithgow, who went to empower people in Papua New Guinea.

was truly encouraged, cos firstly, Papua New Guinea is Hope Melb's inheritance; and secondly, his life possess so much that i can learn from. Diligence and single-mindedness were his mantra, and his humility and strength in Christ allowed God to use him wherever he went. Although circumstances were difficult, he was often blessed, cos he loved and he gave whatever he had.

anw, back fr the bris trip, and photos up when i get them! :) twas a great time shared with what God has created. Was reminded when i saw a church banner down at Gold Coast- Look Around, God is EVERYWHERE! it really shouted out to me, to give the nature around me a closer look, cos that's how God shouts His love and His presence to me.

3 weeks to home. :) am definitely upbeat, yet i have lots to leave behind for a moment during the time when i will be away. but it will be all good.

cos, absence always makes the heart fonder. :)
Heart's Heaven

Dear love- like velvet to my tired head,
Soft evening-tinted fragrant garden grove,
Soul, spirit thrown into the sweet still air,
To love and satisfy my own, Dear Love!
Cold earthy me, by call of love awoke,
I come, I take; nor yet not give to thee
Thine own, and mine; our spirits blended, one;
In warm, rich peace, my arid questing slaked.

-David Lithgow

Monday, June 09, 2008

count-down to gold coast;

a good time for a 'restoration' break (before we face what's ahead in the weeks to come); haha though its really unwise of us to plan it plonk in the middle of the craziness of school work.

but, thank God, it didn't clash with any of our major dates too. awesome.

am not so much looking forward to the worlds though, but really upbeat about the snorkelling at great barrier reef.

and just be away fr the cold melb and enjoy the warmth of sunny brissie.

flu, flu go away.

and all you in exams; i pledge to pray as i play.
saw this off a blog; check out this wedding dance.

bride in converse.

fun. ;)

at least, this made my night a lil' brighter. :)

Sunday, June 08, 2008

be strong.

be stronger.

it will not be numbness i promise. it will just be a higher tolerance for the pain.

will get there. will get there.
Wait

Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried:
Quietly, patiently, lovingly God replied.

I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate
And the Master so gently said, “Child, you must wait.”

“Wait? You say, wait!” my indignant reply.
“Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
Is your hand shortened? Or have You not heard?
By Faith, I have asked, and am claiming your Word.

My future and all to which I can relate
Hangs in the balance, and YOU tell me to WAIT?
I’m needing a ‘yes’, a go-ahead sign,
Or even a ‘no’ to which I can resign.

And Lord, You promised that if we believe
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
And Lord, I’ve been asking, and this is my cry:
I’m weary of asking! I need a reply!”

Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate
As my Master replied once again, “You must wait.”

So, I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut
And grumbled to God, “So, I’m waiting… for what?”

He seemed, then, to kneel, and His eyes wept with mine,
And He tenderly said, “I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens, and darken the sun.
I could raise the dead, and cause mountains to run.

All you seek, I could give, and pleased you would be.
You would have what you want – But, you wouldn’t know Me.

You’d not know the depth of My love for each saint;
You’d not know the power that I give to the faint;
You’d not learn to see through the clouds of despair;
You’d not learn to trust just by knowing I’m there.

You’d not know the joy of resting in Me
When darkness and silence were all you could see.
You’d never experience that fullness of love
As the peace of My Spirit descends like a dove;
You’d know that I give and I save… (for a start),
But you’d not know the depth of the beat of My heart.

The glow of My comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight,
The depth that’s beyond getting just what you asked
Of an infinite God, who makes what you have LAST.

You’d never know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that ‘My grace is sufficient for Thee.’
Yes, your dreams for your loved one overnight would come true,
But, Oh, the Loss! If I lost what I’m doing in you!

So, be silent, My child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to get to know Me.
And though oft’ may My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still, ‘WAIT.’”

~Author unknown

beautiful. stumbled upon this and it hit me. especially the part: All you seek, I could give, and pleased you would be. You would have what you want – But, you wouldn’t know Me...

and the final bit of all..:My most precious answer of all is still, ‘WAIT.’”

i thank You Lord for the stretching my heart, to experience Your love in pain; power when i was faint; and seeing You work despite times of despair; and trusting You during my down times and knowing You are there.

in my eyes, perhaps, the waiting has been over. and its great relief and joy. but somehow it just stirred within me and i had this impression, to continue to work hard and pray even harder to understand His heart- it's not over yet. wait, and the best is yet to be.

Praise God. and i rejoice in this!

thank-you Lord for this timely reminder to continue to do everything with You.

amen.

Saturday, June 07, 2008

A devotional;


INCLINE YOUR EAR TO ME, AND COME TO ME. HEAR, AND
YOUR SOUL SHALL LIVE; AND I WILL MAKE AN EVER-
LASTING COVENANT WITH YOU.
( ISAIAH 55:3 *NKJV )

Dear Mingxiu,
Our Heavenly Father appears to us in many different ways, and
often we may not even notice.

Now it is written; WHEN HE UTTERS HIS VOICE--THERE IS
A MULTITUDE OF WATERS IN THE HEAVENS: "HE CAUSES
THE VAPORS TO ASCEND FROM THE ENDS OF THE EARTH;
HE MAKES LIGHTNING'S FOR THE RAIN; HE BRINGS THE
WIND OUT OF HIS TREASURIES." For; THE VOICE OF THE
LORD IS OVER THE WATERS; THE GOD OF GLORY
THUNDERS. ( Jer 51:16 ) & ( Ps 29:3 )

Now, Today's Message...

The man whispered, "God, speak to me," and a meadowlark
sang.

But, the man did not hear. So the man yelled, "God, speak to
me" and the thunder rolled across the sky.

But, the man did not listen. The man looked around and said,
"God let me see you." And a star shined brightly.

But the man did not see. And, the man shouted, "God show
me a miracle." And, a life was born.

But, the man did not notice. So, the man cried out in despair,
"Touch me God, and let me know you are here." Whereupon,
God reached down and touched the man. But, the man brushed
the butterfly away ...and walked on.

The man cried, "God, I need your help!" And an e-mail arrived
reaching out with good news and encouragement. But, the man
deleted it and continued crying.

I have found this to be a great reminder that God is always
around us in the little and simple things that we take for granted
.... even in our electronic age ...

So don't miss out on a blessing because it isn't packaged the
way that you expect.

My instructions were to send this to people that I wanted God
to bless and I picked you, Mingxiu. Please pass this to
people you want to be blessed as well.

Expect the unexpected...and Have A Happy Day!
---Author Unknown

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Child Dementia.

http://www.abc.net.au/rn/talks/8.30/helthrpt/stories/s37727.htm


"..As time goes on and the brain begins to fail more and more seriously, it's possible for a child to be alive, but no longer to relate. And this is a very sad part, one of the tragedies of dementia is that you lose the child emotionally, and in your relationship with them, before you actually lose them physically. There are the four things that I think parents have to face. The first thing is they have to face that pervasive uncertainty, all the things that are so hard to understand, to know, because we know so little about it, even though we've known for a long time many of these different diseases.

The second thing is the disintegration of their humanity. When you've got a young child who you've come to love and know, and their personality, and then you watch that personality being dismantled, piece by piece, that disintegration process, and one parent said to me very clearly, she said, 'I feel like I'm falling apart, piece by piece.'

The third thing is that over all of this is the prolonged sense of the Damocles Sword hanging over the child. That is, everyone knows at some stage they're going to lose this child.

And the fourth thing is that many of these conditions are genetic. And so you may have more than one child affected. So you've gone through all this tragedy, and often you've already had your children by the time the first one's diagnosed, only to know, 'I've got to face this again.' From the moment that there is some certainty, many of the parents begin to prepare for the loss within. They have to be able to play with their child, love their child, they have to be able to nurture their child's education, knowing that within a period of time, that education will probably be completely lost..."

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

today's JG (joshua generation) was refreshing. about praise and worship. we had a study on 2 Chronicles 5 :1-14.

sing a new song to the Lord everyday, every moment!

Psalms 33:3
Psalms 40:3
Isaiah 42:10
Ephesians 5:19
Psalms 96:1
Psalms 98:1
Revelations 5:9
Psalms 144:9
Psalms 149:1
Revelations 14:3

it brought to me a greater boldness, and freedom, to sing unto the Lord your heart, your here-and-now.

i have heaps to give thanks for. i know its bad of me to give thanks only when i see it. i pray i can grow to give thanks in all circumstances. give thanks.

thanks ma and pa and sis. thou i dont think you will ever see this.

and thanks to my churchies who have been supportive in prayers.

and thanks to a dear friend who has been ever assuring.

and all thanks to Him who made it possible.


i pray that i may not take everything for granted, but to continually keep my eyes on you, and my being in prayers and praise.

help me to know that this is the beginning of all hardwork that's ahead, and you will have your perfect plan for me, to fulfill Your will.

there's really freedom in surrendering, and it feels so good. praise the Lord.
the shows at 11.30am have been increasingly great. :)

i enjoyed ytd's: Yesterday's Children. it was talking about a lady from US who had recurrent dreams about this Irish lady of the 1930s, and she knew every single detail of their lives. She finally unites the children of the Irish lady, who were seperated after their mum's death. When they finally united, they were already well into their eighties.

Today's: Mom at Sixteen. a great educational show about teenage pregnancy. it portrayed the struggles of a teenage mum, Jacie, and how the world's media lies that premarital sex is not a huge responsibility and doesnt hold much consequences.

great company for school work in the cold morning.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

"It’s a sweet little reminder of God’s care and what’s happening in our lives too....I’m learning that His will isn’t always easy or simple, and the journey may not be what we expect, but we can trust His heart..."

Sweet testimony i gotten from Dayspring. enjoy. :)

baby's so adorable! his hair! :)))

reminds me of little rhema- a ball of joy!

http://store.dayspring-store.com/julie.html

her testimony spoke to me. :)





DO NOT BE ANXIOUS ABOUT ANYTHING, BUT IN EVERYTHING,
BY PRAYER AND PETITION, WITH THANKSGIVING, PRESENT
YOUR REQUESTS TO GOD.
( PHILIPPIANS 4:6 *NIV )

Dear Mingxiu,
I ask you wouldn't it be wonderful not to have any worries
at all! That is hard to imagine isn't it, for it seems like worry is
part of this life. The part of life that causes us to lose sleep,
damages our health, controls our thoughts, and causes us to
lose faith in God.

Jesus Christ asked: "WHO OF YOU BY WORRYING CAN
ADD A SINGLE HOUR TO HIS LIFE?" (MATTHEW 6:27). The
answer is simple, no one! Jesus also said: "DO NOT WORRY
ABOUT TOMORROW, FOR TOMORROW WILL WORRY
ABOUT ITSELF." ( MATTHEW 6:34 ).

So why not turn your worries into prayers, after all God
promises to supply all of our needs anyway! Therefore
there is also an added benefit when we turn our worries into
prayers, for God also promises us that: WHEN YOU LIE
DOWN, YOU WILL NOT BE AFRAID: WHEN YOU LIE DOWN
YOUR SLEEP WILL BE SWEET. (PROVERBS 3:24)

Therefore Mingxiu, turn your worries into prayers and
you will have sweet dreams, instead of sleepless nights! Also
then you may even start to count your blessings instead of
sheep as well! Amen.

****

an e-devotional that i receive daily.

i love the way how God choose to speak sometimes. :)

i was having a sleepless night ytd. and this came. praise the Lord.

my sleep will be sweet sweet sweet!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I will say of the LORD; He is my refuge, my fortress; my God; in Him will I trust. Psalms 91:1-2

*****

Father, You are ever-faithful.

Thank you for opening up the eyes of my heart, to get me to pray for others apart for myself.

Forgive me Lord, for the times that I have failed to see the needs of my family and friends.

Forgive me Lord, for the times that I have failed to understand Your heart for the nations that have turned away from You.

Forgive me Lord, for the times that I thought my problems, sorrows and challenges were the most important, and nothing else matters on Your agenda.

Prune me Lord. Prepare me Lord. Empower me Lord.

I can do all things through Him, who gives me strength.

And the joy of the Lord, IS my strength.

Amen.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Acts 17:26-27
From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live. God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us.

****

I desire inspirations from Him. for moments in my life, i have had the sense i have been far from His voice, and there were moments too, that I know He was audible and i could hear Him clearly.

then what comes closely is to act on what you hear.

i know it when i am far; i feel strangely "off-form", irritable and hopeless.

i know it when i am near; i feel "on-form", peacefilled, and confident despite circumstances.

even as a Christian for coming 6 years, it has been a feat to find that perfect balance within myself many times, to always be able to commit everything to Him.

reading "In Every Pew Sits a Broken Heart" by Ruth Graham currently. There was no special reason why i bought this book, except to make steps in making sense of the prophecy in my life- restoration ministry.

God works through your ruins, restores it, so that you may be a restorer for others in time to come. His big picture, His great plans.

Lamentations 3:22-24

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Thirty Ways to Praise God!

  1. God the creator (Nehemiah 9:6)
  2. The only God (Isaiah 45:4)
  3. The Almighty God (Psalms 89:8)
  4. The Everlasting Father (Daniel 7:9; Isaiah 9:6)
  5. A Loving God (1 John 4:16)
  6. A God of Justice (Romans 3:26)
  7. The Trustworthy God (Deuteronomy 7:9)
  8. A Merciful God (Nehemiah 9:11)
  9. God my refuge, my fortress (Psalms 62:7)
  10. A longsuffering, persevering God (2 Peter 3:9)
  11. The only wise God (Jude 1:25)
  12. The holy one (Revelations 4:8)
  13. A personal God (Matthew 8:11)
  14. A giving God (John 3:16)
  15. The provider God (2 Corinthians 9:7)
  16. The shepherd God (Psalms 23:1-3)
  17. God my victory (2 Corinthians 2:14)
  18. God my peace (Romans 16:20)
  19. The God who heals (Exodus 15:26)
  20. The God of all comfort (2 Corinthians 1:3)
  21. The God of miracles (Psalms 77:14)
  22. A forgiving God (Nehemiah 9:17)
  23. The Burden bearer (Psalms 68:19)
  24. A faithful God (Psalms 36:5; Lamentations 3:23)
  25. God the King of Kings (1 Tim 6:15)
  26. God the Liberator (Psalms 70:5)
  27. The Lifter of my head (Psalms 3:3)
  28. A God of light (Psalms 27:1; Daniel 2:22)
  29. A God of joy (Psalms 21:6)
  30. The God who answers prayers (Isaiah 65:24)
  31. The God of all the Earth (Isaiah 54:5)
miss xiu; ming u

:)

Friday, May 09, 2008

am happy, and at peace with how things are now. :)

thank you Lord.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

brrrrrr. freezing cold.

wondering, if autumn's so cold, what's winter going to be like?

this seasons thing, reminds me of the spiritual seasons of growth.

a time to harvest, a time to rest. a time of preparation.

know which season are you in now? :))

it's been 10 months in aus. and i am amazed at how far we have all went in this 10 months.

ministry, friendships, everything.

thank you Lord for the things that You've made it to be.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008


know it's a tad too late..
but late is better than never yea!

haha, anyway...

BLESSED BIRTHDAY ACE! You deserve a space on my blog! haha.

Monday, April 28, 2008

Darebin Advance at Portarlington over the ANZAC weekend! :)

Body of Christ.





Monday, April 21, 2008

just listening to this song now once again after being shelved for months.

it's refreshing, the lyrics speaks loads.

rest assured, i am not going through some storm now. haha :) but putting it here, to encourage anyone who may be going thru storms. Jesus is just a prayer, and hand away.

"Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."- James 1:4

I'll Move On- Olivia Ong

This road that I’m taking
Twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality.

Down this path Faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away

Can’t seem to go on. And I’ve been thru’ this before.
Now where am I? Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember. All those times you’ve bought me thru’.
I’d be a fool to give up cos’ the goal is near I'll move on I'll go on.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru’ this storm.
So I say, come what may.

I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on

Here I am Once again Caught in the rain.
Looking back I’ve come sofar And I want to carry on

Take a step At a time It’s alright.
Even thru’ this rain, I want to smile again

Don’t hold back now. And i’ve been thru’ this before.
Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here.
But I'll remember. All those times you’ve bought me thru’.
I can feel the sun shining down on me

Here I am, Here I am.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along. Survive thru’ this storm.
So I say, come what may.

I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

so much within me that i don't really know how to express. :) ah.

just took some time to re-listen to the recordings of the prophecy. and no matter how many times i listen to it, it feels so close to heart.

but of course, cos its His voice. His words. to you.

it was apt that the cd came at this time. serves as a source of encouragement, comfort and strength in Him. the past week has been heavy for my soul personally. not in a bad sense, but heavy in the sense of i really got to step up more in my life, to think through life.

so much of mixed feelings. but 1 relief, that i have at least one that can understand me completely and knows me full well. thats you, God. my prayer is for continuous anointing, and wisdom, and contrite spirit with willingness to act according to Your will.

don't you think, living a life seems like going for a run. sometimes you are all ready to go for the sprints; sometimes, you struggle to run through the rocky terrains. sometimes, you have to make decisions to run to the left or to the right; sometimes, you got to stop running cos of the rain. sometimes, the run is a breeze with the aplenty fresh air; sometimes, you are choked by the exhaust fumes. sometimes, there is so much of scenery to admire; sometimes, you run on plain long roads that never seems to end. sometimes...

but there are things that are worth being thankful for still: for Him being the cheerleader of the run, and secondly, knowing you are being strengthened by the run.

run run run.

Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for Your glory

Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

strangely, listening to the long-shelved chinese songs at this cold weather, warms me within. :))

you know, knowing myself, i think i am very knotted within.

sometimes, all i desire for myself, is growth in simplicity. just simplicity.

simple love for HIM, His Word, His voice.

Amen.

Grace and peace be yours in abundance. 2 Pet 1:2

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Do you see what He sees? :)

1 thing that struck me hard from Ps John Jack's sharing was, in the supernatural realm, the word 'time' is totally irrelevant. God sees your past, present and future all at once; whereas our limited human understanding can only understand what's past, and probably a little insight of what's at the present.

there is only 1 reason why we are put on Earth: Matthew 28; and to fulfill the destiny that He has in store for us from past till future.

and He promise a future that is certain and hope-filled, as you set apart for His will. :)

Thursday, March 20, 2008

countdown: 1 day to Oceania Convention!

and so glad, mag's coming along too! :) praise God for her young heart of faith, and her willingness to give to Him to go for it. am sure she will be richly blessed for her obedience!

so, a few more hours to brisbane.

renewal, refresher, revival.

met an aj schoolmate at easter party yesterday. :) seem to meet a lot of people in melb. also, got to know that another visitor, Tuna is a friend of lolli! all singaporean nepalese. :) am always excited when i get to talk to new people, cos you really never know what's in store!

like, when i went for oceania choir pracs and met my fav pri school teacher's daughter. :) we talked a lot more this time round, and am so glad within me that her mom-mrs ong rems me, and asked how's everything getting along. i remember mrs ong giving out handmade towel rabbits during easter, and some homemade chocolates too. you know, when i am young, she always sends postcards to some of us whenever she goes on trips. she's one reason why i really treasure snail mails. like now i send back home postcards or cards from places i go.

i am so glad that ivy is doing so well too, with her serving God so fervently at waverly and frankston despite her busy schedule treating patients in the country. i thank God for His hand on this family.

and this time round, and the opportunity is here, i hope i can do the same deed back to my teacher as well. :) to allow her to experience the similar joy upon receiving a card from afar. :)

o, am so glad always, when you see how God works in the lives of the others.

blessed easter!

Sunday, March 16, 2008

25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
And earth has nothing I desire besides you.

26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever.

Psalms 73:25-26.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Acts 17:26-28

From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live. God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us. 'For in him we live and move and have our being'...

a time for everything.

Monday, March 10, 2008

What's in store for you this Easter? :)



looking forward to the Easter break. Oceania Convention 2008 in brisbane! housemates and churchies are going tog, and believe it will be a great time to come together to be blessed by the Word of God and the presence of the Hope community in Australia.

school has just started not too long ago. the stuff taught feels heavy for me. research statistics. i don't like numbers. literally felt as if my brain shrunk after the summer break. but well, i guess i will just try my best to digest the readings, and with Him providing the Wisdom, there's nothing to fear. :)

and many people are falling sick in this erratic weather. to pray for health and healing over the churchies, so as to serve Him with whole heart and whole being!

i am looking forward to the choir in OC. and one song that we practised is stuck in my head, and it replays itself in my head for the past few days.

"I went to the enemy's camp, and I, took back what he stole from me!
took back what he stole from me!
took back what he stole from me!

He's under my feet
He's under my feet
He's under my feet
He's under my feet
Satan, is under my feet!"

and each time i sing this song, i feel so victorious in fighting against the elements that wage against our Father in heaven. sometimes, its easy to lose joy, to lose perserverance, to lose courage in serving Him, hence, the song reminds me, that we should step up, and take back the joy, perserverance, courage etc. from the enemy's camp!

prayers in unity add strength! :)

Sunday, March 02, 2008

just a thought as i prayed.

often times, i was trying to rationalise that we get hurt the most by things/people that we treasure most. was figuring that it may be the deception of the devil to plant discouraging thoughts and disappointments within your life, as well as to sow discord.

and i was pretty satisfied with that 'rationalisation', cos in that way, the devil takes all the blame. in a way, its a passive agreement to that.

i was just very reminded of the word 'active'. to be a Christ-follower, it implied an active faith. to actively allow myself to be renewed. and actively partnering with Him for growth in our walk.

even for the lack of joy, the Scripture reminds, "You shall rejoice before the Lord Your God.."- Lev 23:40. How can we not rejoice before the One who gladdens life? it is an active step of ours. we need to partner with God.

"You shall have no other gods before me..." -Deut 5:6. i do have many such gods in my life, and i really want to work on changing. The little gods that i have been serving are especially worry and disappointment. i need to rid of and cast out these little idols!

I shall love the Lord my God with all my heart. -Deut 6:5. Let's say no to keeping corners of the heart reserved for the other little 'g's! a heart that is 100% for Him is always 100% joy-filled! that's my desire, and my commitment to actively grow in this area! be clear minded and simple hearted for Jesus! :)

and this verse touched my heart.
Psalms 116:6-7-
The Lord protects the simplehearted: when I was in great need, he saved me. Be at rest once more, O my soul, for the Lord has been good to you.
heavens rejoice!

-maggie for the step of faith and her obedience to Christ in water baptism! Praise the Lord!

-agnes for opening her heart to receive Jesus into her life! Praise the Lord!

-CCM-ers for sowing hard on-campus and Lisa coming to visit us for service! Praise the Lord!

-young adults fervently praying and having new friends and believers for the gathering! Praise the Lord!

Praise the Lord!

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

'object of comfort'.

i am not sure why, but i was reminded of this term a while ago. immediately i thought of my little red furry blanket that i had since kinder, and i had it all the way till secondary school i think. that's almost 10 years. i remember pulling it behind me wherever i went in the house, and it will always, always be with me during bedtime. it is the thing that made me enjoyed good sleeps.

it was interesting, cos when that red blanket was thrown away, i recalled being really upset, and i cried about it. and my mum rationally said that it was just a blanket, why did it evoke such emotions. and i realised, it was cos my source of comfort then was placed on an object, and when its taken away from me, i felt vulnerable, and a little lost.

similarly, as i grew up, i quickly replaced the red blanket with a cardigan that has furry insides. it was a gift from a friend when i was in college. it is still with me now, and pretty much, had a role in provision of comfort as well.

however, i thank God that the difference now, is that Jesus found me, and He is my source of comfort and strength in all times. placing my hope in Him has helped me understand how easy it is to 'misplace' or 'transfer' our hopes of deriving comfort from an object, or even from a person. and I am grateful that through various circumstances, it always brings me to remember that Jesus is the ultimate Comforter and Strength. He never gets discarded; He never gets weary; He bears with me in all grace; and He understands me fully well; and importantly, He desires to communicate with me at all times despite all situations, even when i fail Him. i am thankful for Him.

thank you Jesus, for being my 'friend of comfort' at all times.

Monday, February 25, 2008


read this in juli's blog. and so true.

" I prayed: the answer long deferred
Brought not the thing I sought;
He answered better than my plea,
Yes, better than my thought. "

The purpose of prayer is not to get what we want, but to become what God wants.

power of prayer!
there are several keys to effective prayers.

Key #1—Pray Sincerely to the True God

It is absolutely vital that you pray to the very real God of the Bible if you expect genuine answers to your prayers. He reveals Himself to mankind in many ways—in creation, in the Bible, in His foretelling specific divine intervention in world affairs and in direct ANSWERS to those who seek and obey Him.
The Apostle Paul was inspired to describe the true God in this way: "For even if there are so-called gods, whether in heaven or on earth (as there are many gods and many lords), yet for us there is one God, the Father, of whom are all things, and we for Him; and one Lord Jesus Christ, through whom are all things, and through whom we live" (1 Corinthians 8:5-6).
In our modern, ecumenical approach to religion, we may think that praying to some vague "blob" off in the sky or to an idol is just the same as praying to the CREATOR—the God of Abraham, Isaac, Israel and Jesus Christ. But it is not the same at all!
The true God was revealed by Jesus Christ (Matthew 11:27). To one of His disciples, He said: "Have I been with you so long, and yet you have not known Me…? He who has seen Me has seen the Father; so how can you say, 'Show us the Father'? Do you not believe that I am in the Father, and the Father in Me? The words that I speak to you I do not speak on My own authority; but the Father who dwells in Me does the works. Believe Me that I am in the Father and the Father in Me" (John 14:9-11).
We read of Jesus Christ acknowledging that God was a loving, divine Person—a "Father." And we see the Father acting through Christ to heal the sick, to comfort the downcast and to teach those whom He calls to keep the Ten Commandments as a way of life (Matthew 19:17). This should certainly help us to better understand God's character and His desire for us.
Christ also set an example for us in praying to the Father: "Jesus spoke these words, lifted up His eyes to heaven, and said: 'Father, the hour has come. Glorify Your Son, that Your Son also may glorify You'" (John 17:1). Again, when He taught His disciples the outline—the proper approach to prayer—He said: "In this manner, therefore, pray: Our Father in heaven, hallowed be Your name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors. And do not lead us into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen" (Matthew 6:9-13).
So once again, Jesus revealed that the God to whom we should pray is a Father. And what does Christ reveal about Him? He is "in heaven." He has a Kingdom or Government that will be set up on this earth. He—as our Father—is One who can give us daily bread, forgive our sins, deliver us from Satan and bring us into that everlasting Kingdom.
In describing this true God, whom so very few even today are acquainted with, the Apostle Paul stated: "Therefore, the One whom you worship without knowing, Him I proclaim to you: 'God, who made the world and everything in it, since He is Lord of heaven and earth, does not dwell in temples made with hands. Nor is He worshiped with men's hands, as though He needed anything, since He gives to all life, breath, and all things. And He has made from one blood every nation of men to dwell on all the face of the earth, and has determined their preappointed times and the boundaries of their dwellings'" (Acts 17:23-26).
We learn more about the true God from the Old Testament. The great Babylonian king, Nebuchadnezzar, was told that he would be driven from his kingdom "until you know that the Most High rules in the kingdom of men, and gives it to whomever He chooses" (Daniel 4:32). And this God will not share preeminence with any other. He inspired Isaiah to write: "Look to Me, and be saved, all you ends of the earth! For I am God, and there is no other. I have sworn by Myself; the word has gone out of My mouth in righteousness, and shall not return, that to Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall take an oath" (Isaiah 45:22-23).
This is an awesome God, with limitless power and glory! When you get down on both knees and lift up your hands in prayer to the great CREATOR of the universe, you should think of to whom you are praying, and "hallow" or praise His name, as Jesus instructed. Remember that He is not only the Creator, but the active GOVERNOR of the entire universe—guiding the rise and fall of nations according to His will. He is the One in charge of the weather—sending "rain in due season" (cf. Deuteronomy 28:12)—or at times drought and destruction upon those nations that must be punished (vv. 24-25).
Yet, if you surrender to Him, obey Him and serve Him, God will become your loving Father, your Protector, your Healer, the Giver of "every good and perfect gift" (James 1:17) and the One who has abounding love and mercy. "For as the heavens are high above the earth, so great is His mercy toward those who fear Him; as far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us. As a father pities his children, so the Lord pities those who fear Him. For He knows our frame; He remembers that we are dust" (Psalm 103:11-14).
Be sure you always pray specifically to this God—the true God—and to no other. As you begin your prayer, think about whom you are praying to and consciously worship this Great God who gives you life and breath.

From http://www.tomorrowsworld.org/cgi-bin/tw/booklets/tw-bk.cgi?category=Booklets1&item=1104095186&gclid=COiy7NTB7I8CFR4cTAod6DarHw

Monday, February 18, 2008

received this cool thing from my friend. enjoy. :)

When I meditated on the word Guidance,
I kept seeing 'dance' at the end of the word.
I remember reading that doing God's will is a lot like dancing.
When two people try to lead, nothing feels right.
The movement doesn't flow with the music,
and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky.
When one person realizes that, and lets the other lead,
both bodies begin to flow with the music.
One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back
or by pressing Lightly in one direction or another.
It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully.
The dance takes surrender, willingness,
and attentiveness from one person
and gentle guidance and skill from the other.
My eyes drew back to the word Guidance.
When I saw 'G: I thought of God, followed by 'u' and 'i'.
'God, 'u' and 'i' dance.'
God, you, and I dance.
As I lowered my head, I became willing to trust
that I would get guidance about my life.

Once again, I became willing to let God lead.
My prayer for you today is that God's blessings
and mercies be upon you on this day and everyday.
May you abide in God as God abides in you.
Dance together with God, trusting God to lead
and to guide you through each season of your life.
This prayer is powerful and there is nothing attached.
If God has done anything for you in your life,
please share this message with someone else,
for prayer is one of the best gifts we can receive.
There is no cost but a lot of rewards;
so let's continue to pray for one another.
And I Hope You Dance

Thursday, February 14, 2008

since today's valentine's, let's talk a little bit about Love.

:) from 1 Corinthians 13.
Love
1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.


1. Only Love Counts (as shown in Verse 1-3)

Paul deals with the Corinthians' elevation of spiritual gifts

  • miraculous gifts (1)
  • spiritual endowments (2)
  • personal sacrifice (3)

"without love", it all sums up to nothing.

2. Only Love Triumphs (as shown in Verse 4-7)

Paul deals with the Corinthians' spirit of division. What they were -

  • prideful and arrogant- (1 Corinthians 4:6) (1 Corinthians 13:18-19) (1 Corinthians 5:2)
  • self-centred (1 Corinthians 10:24)
Hence, Paul reminded us what true love entails.

3. Only Love Endures (as shown in Verse 8-13)

Paul deals with the Corinthians' claims to spiritual superiority

  • Love lasts, while gifts and knowledge pass away (verse 8-10)
  • Maturity is our aim (verse 11)
  • Perfection awaits the world to come (verse 12-13) which is characterised by love.

i love verse 4-7. it often reminds me the purity of love. how it is unconditional and there's absolutely no expectation of returns. how it reminds us to give even though it may be difficult.

1 John 3:16-
This is how we've come to understand and experience love: Christ sacrificed his life for us.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

today, had a good time doing some reading in Borders.

was spoken to many times, through the Holy Spirit.

"no matter where you are in your faith journey- whether you are just testing waters to see if there is anything out there worth believing in or you are a long time believer desiring a richer, more fulfilling relationship with the Creator of the Universe- the starting point is always the same. Seek. This is where it all begins. Seek, and you will find..."

- The Secrets of God.


Jeremiah 29:13-14

Seek.

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

what comes to your mind when you think of Jacob? (Genesis 32)

must say, for the many people that i have talked to before, not many holds jacob as someone that they want to model after from the old testament. however, there's something special about him that God adores, and God admires. :)

Jacob held onto God, and would not let Him go, until God blessed him.

what struck me from the teaching was that, there's no time which we can say, "there's nothing else that i can do; i've already done all that i can.".

cos, we can always do one thing, and that is to hold on, hang on. we can be down, but with God, we are never out. we also need to trust God, and have a biblical understanding of blessings. (Psalms 67:1-2).

so, be a Jacob today! hold onto God, for His faithfulness and love endureths forever!

Monday, February 04, 2008

ever wondered:

how are beautiful pearls made?

:)