so much within me that i don't really know how to express. :) ah.

just took some time to re-listen to the recordings of the prophecy. and no matter how many times i listen to it, it feels so close to heart.

but of course, cos its His voice. His words. to you.

it was apt that the cd came at this time. serves as a source of encouragement, comfort and strength in Him. the past week has been heavy for my soul personally. not in a bad sense, but heavy in the sense of i really got to step up more in my life, to think through life.

so much of mixed feelings. but 1 relief, that i have at least one that can understand me completely and knows me full well. thats you, God. my prayer is for continuous anointing, and wisdom, and contrite spirit with willingness to act according to Your will.

don't you think, living a life seems like going for a run. sometimes you are all ready to go for the sprints; sometimes, you struggle to run through the rocky terrains. sometimes, you have to make decisions to run to the left or to the right; sometimes, you got to stop running cos of the rain. sometimes, the run is a breeze with the aplenty fresh air; sometimes, you are choked by the exhaust fumes. sometimes, there is so much of scenery to admire; sometimes, you run on plain long roads that never seems to end. sometimes...

but there are things that are worth being thankful for still: for Him being the cheerleader of the run, and secondly, knowing you are being strengthened by the run.

run run run.

Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for Your glory

Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life.