heartbeat. in a summary.

• its pretty surreal, that i have approximately 40 days left with my loved ones before i poof off for a year. heart: feels funny.
• missions conference yesterday was powerful. serving Jesus is really a privilege. heart: touched.
• i desire to develop a missions heartbeat. it always starts from somewhere. let now be the somewhere. heart: impacted, greatly.
• i din sleep a wink last night, though i retire to bed at 10.30pm, and tried to shut my eyes. heart: avoidance.
• i cried, for a friend. heart: burdened.
• i prayed, for the friend. heart: uplifted, and assured.
• i cried, about 1 thing that has been weighing me down. heart: confused.
• i prayed, and in worship. heart: peace.

i realised that as i grow up, my heart has undergone various heart conditions over the years.

just like biologically, heart is a muscle, it strengthens when you exercise and work it correctly; i feel that my heart has had a good workout for the past 5 years.

it has strengthened, in love, in burden, in warmth, in sensitivity, in passion.

not by my own works, but by partnering with the Holy Spirit, every minute and second.

heart-to-hearts. His to ours.