honestly, i was physically tired fr head to toe today. or rather ytd..as in wednesday. ok u get the drift. i still think its today. hahas.

was wondering how i am going to really to stay alert to mit up the girls.

i dunno. haha. i just prayed. for strength and that i will do my best. ;)

and, i totally loved today! i was reminded of this verse in proverbs 11:25..he who refreshes others will himself be refreshed. so apt. so true.

know what's a more powerful agent than coffee to keep awake? ;) (haha i was just reminded of chipmunk's decaf coffee..haha)

presence of God.

i dont want to get caught into the cliches of things. but as i reflect upon today, the Word of God really refreshed me. I felt conviction strengthening as i share with nah and han.

even when i met deb at nydc after 'em, i still felt empowered by the Holy Ghost to spend time with this girl.

shared with nah and han abt the 2 bible characters, Joshua and Moses. i recall Jasmine sharing with full conviction about leadership.

and i suddenly could understand the conviction even better when i verbalise it to others. now i know..no wonder they always say its always different being a consumer from a producer. the level of conviction deepens. :)

and also what i've learnt fr sun's seminar. today, something else stirred. its abt this point of spending time of every moment of everyday with the person, if u want to know this person personally..

hear Him, anytime, anywhere. thru ppl, thru circumstances, thru His word, thru worship..in quietness. anywhere.

don't limit God with the capacity of my own human brain, mx. if i can ever limit it within the boundary of my own brain, He won't be God.

i was exceptionally hit again by the analogy Dr keith made..about using our own understanding to interpret God and His Word, without Him. its as if putting a CD into a toaster. its incompatible.

i enjoyed the time exploring different qns with Deb as well, even to topics of change in physical appearance..

my personal stand to her is this..something which i use when i am stuck in dilemmas and indecisiveness..

i ask myself..:mx, if i do this, will it extend the KOG?

if Yes, why not? Nike! (Just do it!)

if it doesnt affect at all (in other words, no effect if u do it or not), then u have a choice of doing it or u don't. doesnt matter at all actually.

BUT, if it HINDERS the extension of the KOG, then, don't do it.

so far, i found this personal benchmark to be helpful in helping the indecisive me, to keep the main thing the main thing.. thou i think i still fail many times.

i m still learning. teach me Lord, to live my life thru ur eyes.