somehow, Father.

for this- i am giving it up. perhaps this is what you want me to do.

i place it at Your feet, and help me to pick it up no more...

God You are Good.

I have ranted and ranted and ranted to ya ytd Lord. waking up, i felt as if i have unloaded much if not all unto ya. Sorry God. I must have made Your shoulders like 2 tonnes heavier. :)

It's really amazing how sweet You are God. whenever I have questions, You always never fail to encourage me through words, songs, or just some random blog post. I am fully aware sometimes I see what my itchy eyes want to see, hear what my itching ears want to hear, but still, I want to trust in faith that those things/elements were brought to me, at some a time like this. :)

i ve been trying my best, and I know i need not earn Your love. Your strength is made perfect in my weakness.

When i saw this verse on phil wickham's blog, I know, yeah, God i am not delusional. You have been with me all this while. amen.

amos 5:21-24. (the msg)

never overdue.

But these things I plan won't happen right away. Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled. If it seems slow, do not despair, for these things will surely come to pass. Just be patient! They will not be overdue a single day! (Habakkuk 2:3 TLB)

:) i trust You Lord. You will never be late; not even for a single day. thank You father.

steep your life in God reality, God initiatives, God provisions. Don't worry about missing out. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.

- from someone's facebk status.

time of the year again. :)

i can't believe it's the time of the year again. :) christmas is here, again. nice.

and also, i can't believe the year is going to be over in approximately 8 days time.

it has been a v interesting year. with it's fair share of super-ups and extreme-downs. but i choose to give thanks in all of em.

for we know, that all things work together for our good, by the good Lord that dearly loves us. romans 8:28. :)

want to journey with you Lord, and believe that greater things are coming. may my faith and love continue to grow in the knowledge and wisdom of You. amen.

2011 will be a year of harvest. abundance and fruitfulness, in all areas of my life i proclaim. may i experience the richness of Your love, that it may overflow from the wells of my heart. amen. :)

what if?

have you ever experience a part of your life, where you intensively asked yourself...

'what if?'

a new day.

its been ages since i last wrote something over here.

many thoughts, many happenings- its a shame that i did not diligently journal them down over here. but on the other hand, i thank God i had them down bits and pieces on hardcopies..some in one book, some on pathetic looking receipts, some on scrap pieces of paper...but what matters really is the content and the thoughts jotted on them.

for this season, i sense God kneading my heart, if you know what i mean. seasons of real heart warming moments, and also some seasons of heart wrenching times. where i cried alone; sobbed until i cant breathe anymore; or even just kept crying and praying until i fall asleep on my pillow.

but what really comforts me is, i have an eternal God, a loving God, who will be with me forevermore, and most importantly, loves me with an unchanging and everlasting love. amen.